oh, it's the T A R D I S ... it's my h o m e
I don’t care what kind of blog I have I will blog this no matter what.
"Craving sensation: feeling unreal" was such a huge part of the beginning of my relapse. I was convinced that people in front of me didn’t even exist and I kept touching things and trying to feel sensation. I’m reblogging because I know that that was so horrifying for me and I never want anyone else to go through it.
In case someone needs to see thisJust in case this can help someone. Some suggestions also seem harmful (eating a hot pepper really hurts!!!) but steps to feeling better and not self harming is most important. Sending you love and light
STOP SCROLLING! Please reblog this vitally important information because at least one of your followers is self-harming. Thank you!
I need this
I’ve used some of these and they really do help! Reblogging forever simply because this could help save someoneAlways,always, ALWAYS REBLOG THIS. It is so important and you have no idea if someone browsing your blog needs it.
its sad that the first time i saw this I kept scrolling because i thought i didn’t need it…
also signal boost, this could help a bro out
I don’t usually write about this sort of thing and part of me still feels like I shouldn’t in case I trip on my words and say something wrong, but I’ve now gone over 28 hours without sleep and I’m still heartsick about it and so I’m going to work through my feelings the only way I know how.
This is an essay about nice guys and friend zones, inspired largely by the #YesAllWomen tag that started trending the wake of recent events at UCSB - majority of my thoughts placed below the cut because I had much to untangle. I’ve seen a lot of terrific posts these past few days about this subject and I know I’m not exactly treading new ground here, but I’ve been stuck on the subject of why I thought the friendzone/nice guy trope was just a cute archetype until very recently, and I figured it worth exploring in case anyone else has thoughts.
I’m peppering this post with gifs because I like visuals.
If you follow my directing/film work on YouTube at all, you probably already know that I’m a sucker for shippy romcom stories and awkward dorks falling in love. I grew up on shows like Dawson’s Creek and The Wonder Years and Boy Meets World, I watched new romcoms every month, I wrote shippy fanfiction about teenagers falling in love years before I ever kissed a boy.
The first time I ever encountered the concept of the “friend zone”, it was likely through one of these shows or movies or fanfics. I was around fourteen, and I thought it was a cute/clever expression that captured how I sometimes felt around my crushes. I was painfully shy from middle school through much of high school, I felt like everyone I knew was dating someone, kissing someone, flirting over AIM with someone (#throwback).
Watching my favorite shows and movies -even though I knew it was fluffy fictional entertainment - only heightened the feeling that I was an abnormal weirdo for never having kissed a boy at the ancient age of 17. Rory Gilmore was a bookish nerd like me and she still managed to get kissed by 15! Willow and Xander were making out in basements on Buffy, why couldn’t I find any adorkable guys like Seth Cohen or Wesley Wyndham-Price at my high school? Hell, I’d settle for an awkwardly self-conscious Gordo. And literally everyone was having sex on Gossip Girl.
Once again Yulin puts into words something I feel!believe much better than I ever could.
"You should go to jail! You make tons of money." - Kevin.
“Yeah, in cigarettes and favors on the outside!!” - Me
The mother of this 7yo is going to kill me. Meh. Worth it.
Kicking it old skool with @rachelrmatthews & a 7yo on this Saturday night. 😉
Had to destroy the shipping box to get my new bigger, blacker box out of the mail box. #box #cah #finally
FRIENDS. I has them. #latergram #xmen #cosplay (at Regal Opry Mills Stadium 20 & IMAX)
*opens google* *searches ‘how to do a Russian accent without sounding like a dude.’* #magik #xmen #cosplay
The thing is the fact that she is wearing it around doesn’t even phase me. What does that say about me?! ;) #ninjaturtles4lyfe